life wasnt as easy as you think,you cant juz always live in dark and be so pesimistic to your ownself,this cant help curing your stress,this would juz hurtinh your ownself.
cry is a sign of releasing stress,but cry too much would be not so good and not so good for health,i think.
juz entered a dark way isnt easy,you have to start find your own bright way and live happily on your own.ppls oways was given hands and legs,without somebody,your life wont juz die like that.
and,feel open to seek for advices and listen to advices,ppl often cant help you but with advices,you yourself can help your ownself.
i dont knw what much else could i say,but one last word,life is not a bed of roses.haha.stay up and cheers!!