oh my....
this is another saddening post..
not to say is sad,just that felt so emo for it...
dont really have any mood for anything.
sigh.
i actually have been wondering that is there any topic i could post during this 1 week holiday.
but then, everything just past by so quickly.
until this moment,i was thinking....
i have no idea on how to continue this post.
i couldnt search for any words.
wondering that....
i actually couldnt see myself in the future.
the path is so so long,but there is no sign of existence, not even my shadow over there.
its so sad.
of course, no one knows what's the future is.
but, everything is like giving a sign.
"you wont be there,never."
i wanted it so badly.
i couldnt imagine what is going to happen.
i couldnt take the defeat.
i am scare.
really scare.
yet, there's no motivation.
no one actually saw what happened.
and, they say, dont be so passive,you are a young man.
yet, a young man couldnt have his own fear?
i want something.
i need something.
something which is so precious, and i still couldnt find it this year.
no one to lead me.
no one to help me.
no one to listen to me.
no one to motivate me.
no one to lend me his/her shoulder.
no one to cheer me.
i am lost.
i am nothing.
and, i see nothing.
nothing at all.
i am sick.
the sky seems so bright and sunny.
my sight seems so dark and cloudy.
i m like a blind.
i need help.
i am boring.
i am alone.
the feeling is so scary.
please.help me.
