well, its the second consecutive post for the day.
i was actually thought of something yesterday.
and what was that, i have already told my 'sis' about it.
alright, just thought of it when i was about to do my maths.
Losing some sense of humour?
that's what actually flipped through my mind.
i always wanted to leave to the personality that people doesnt like about me, selfish, arrogant and so on bla bla bla. quite a number of them knew what else.
yeah, i wanted to be one that is cheerful and happy all the time.
i did achieve that before i came back into schooling.
i finally understood.
factors around you do affect alot on yourself.
before this, i used to be someone without worries,nothing at all.
now, with different factors, pressure from anywhere,home, friends and partners, it has lead me into something else, a devil for example.
i am no more myself.
i have said, i m losing something,and i am not repeating it.
my temper got easily affected by some silly things,sometimes.
oh well, i was actually wondering, i need to be back in form.
if i'm able to live in the way i wanted, i have no worries although hard tough challenges are coming.
i have no fear with that personality.
tranform! thats what are need to be done now.
with a more cheerful and happy mind, it is easier for me to talk or communicate with people as well.
and yeah, it did helps alot and means alot to me.
i am one that fear of being alone.
when is able to talk or have some fun, it would be a gift.
i dont want to live alone, stand alone, everything alone.
i know, must change right,must change.
back to the same old line, "take time buddy".
i hope what i wanted to do, i can achieve it soon.
