right,
i think this time i got myself seriosly in troubles,
nah, who cares about the killing of the rat anymore,
i myself also having problems already.
yeah, i meant my result.
it really got me into troubles.
i have did whatever i knew, yet i cant even score what they wanted me to score.
damn it, and now, i got all this problems with me.
yes of course,
whenever anyone of my siblings, no,except my sis,
didnt score well in any of this examinations, even monthly test,
they will give you some lecture until end of the night,
zzzz,i showed them at 10pm yesterday, and i got myself on bed only at 12.30.
if i were to show the results in the morning or evening,
i wonder how long i will have to listen to those scoldings and scoldings.
duh, i do got used to it,
but then, human will get frustrated as well right.
oh btw,
besides having these scoldings,
definitely some extra punishments will be given,
sigh,
its very common in my family,
eg, got into prison for another 365 days?
yea, its always like that,
the only you can do is, pray harder so that you are freed earlier.
but i dont think so this time.
F***!!!
this is worst.
everything gone.
yea, there's other things they did.
well, i have nothing to say anymore.
i have already pushed myself to the limit,
and i knew where i stand,
maybe i could go further,
but then,
i am not that genius as what they wanted me to be.
its heart-breaking for me.
well, i think i wouldnt be online so often anymore,
there's a spot light lighting on me,
and i couldnt go anywhere neither do anything i want.
S***!!
maybe, i will try to seek some opportunity sometimes to come online,
and post something here.
i am so sorry for the inconvenient,
yea, so sorry to myself.
sigh,
i have nothing to say.
because,
i am born in this family.
my life is like this,
freed when only i showed them a flat 4.0
which is quite difficult for me,
although i still need to do it.
its another 365 days of dying at home.
gosh, wouldnt it be too boring if i cant chat with anyone?
yes, i knew it.
and i hate this as well.
yea yea, it seems to be lifeless anymore.
as if they drag my soul out of my body, soulless.
ZZZZzzzz.
until the next post, take care everyone.
i will try my very best to come over here.
bye bye and take care. =(
p/s: oh, i will never forget my feelings to you even when i am in the prison.zzz. X(
