right,
the sch lesson has started few days ago and,
yeah,
those cocuriccular activities are about to begin soon as some of the meetings were held already at this morning.
yeah,
actually,
its quite hard for a new student or as an outsider to come in the school and grab some of the top post.
the reason is because,
your actually not famous enough at the school yet and.
you dont have enough supports from the lower forms,
except,
you have an exceptional handsome appearance.
then you would get a numbers of votes from them.
right.
thats another thing i actually wanted to post about 1 or 2 days ago.
but due to my limit of using a computer,
i can rarely use a computer nowadays.
so, hmmm, yeah,
i am actually at a friend's house waiting to go for a game after this.
so, here to blog around.
well,
what i wanted to say is that,
ever since i got into form 6,
everything changed so differently.
what i mean is that,
the way how we all mix together,
i enjoy the time when i was in form 5,
because, during that time,
everyone of us can mix around happily without worries.
each of everyone of us tend to walk around the class and make noise or have fun in the class.
the way they are is just nice and friendly.
so warm you feel.
everything is just memory,
the time being together,
is so indescribable.
well, there is so much different compared to the situation now,
i am not here to offend anyone. very sorry for that.
but this is just how i look onto the way people mix around.
umm, i have to be extra careful in writing this post.
hope not to annoy or offend anyone.
right.
actually,
what i always feel from the class is that,
the peoples are like separated into groups and tribes.
they just go according to their gangs and somehow,
they still remain with their own gangs of friends afterall.
LOLz.
i am not saying that this is a bad thing,
just that,
i was actually hoping a more harmonious way of us enjoying the time together.
is like if we are able to be like one family,
why not go ahead with this?
why are we always stay with the same 2 or 3 friends?
well,
i am still a bit glad that we,
i mean the four of us from s3,
are able to mix around with the 8 mile students.
yeah, we have been spending times together, having fun,
lepaking and went for quite a number of games together as well.
i was thinking how good if all of us can do that together,
lets just not the s3 and 8 miles gangs,
lets make it somehow a bit more people for us.
right,
dont you think if ya the only guy alone there not joining us for the fun?
its quite saddening for me if i am the one.
well,
i experienced that before, and i felt so desperate that time when i am unable to join them.
LOLz.
well, at least i can still make it with my gangs this time.
but if you that is the only guy there,
but ya dont have the chance of joining us here and have some guys joke and fun,
its so....so.....
well,
i dont actually know how you all think,
maybe, you feel better joining other genders,
well, nevermind,
but if ya felt that our attitude so much different from yours,
then i would that it is wrong.
the way we are doesnt really shows the real attitude of us.
each and everyone of us have their own personality,
why we be like this sometimes is just to suit ourselves into the group.
why do you all want to think that our attitude is so rude or arrogant?
i really dont understand that.
plus, i just wanted to say that,
we only have 1 chance living here with everyone of us,
so,
why dont just we be ourselves and be happy?
instead of everyday acting like so sopan and trying to get people's attention?
no,i totally diagree with that,
its so important that we have to be ourselves and be happy,
as i said,
live your life to the fullest,
make your life in your way without people controlling you.
manipulate it yourself.bingo!
right,
i was just expressing that,
we all should be mixing together to enjoy the fun of last year of school year,
sometimes, join your gangs,
but another time,
make it all of us together.
i really dont hope to see that every groups stay in every corner but not joining the fun together.
well,
i think this may be what i wanted to say for now.
again,
i would like to say that,
this post is not written to annoy or offend anyone.
if it does,
i apologize here.
well, besides,
i dont know whether is she reading this,
if yes,
please dont angry with me,
i was just writing what i always felt.
i dont meant to offend anyone especially you.
very sorry for that.
umm, yeah, i think by the next post arriving to this post,
take care for now. bye bye.
