Alrite,
I'm back here again,
yea, using english this time, as i was quite lazy to type it in mandarin somehow.
well, it didnt make any difference when i type it in any of this two language as i understand both.
right, glad to have learn this languages since i was young, although not really good in it,
but still, as long as i am able to read and write,
that would be enough for me.

rite,
today is saturday and i am so used to go back to my very own sweet home on every weekends,
but then, somehow i made a different decision today as i am to prepare for one lab test that would be on the coming week.
for other people, this subject seems easy for them,
but for me, it might be a small obstacles for me,
i also realized that if i am to go back to my own sweet home,
i wouldnt be having the initiative to study, not even a little bit,
thats why i made such decision.
i stay in my room,
when the time that i feel there is nothing to do after watching some drama series,
i might somehow start to study, a little bit by a little bit.
realizing my laziness, this might seems to be at least better then did not study at all.

hrm, yea,
this lonely night,
seems to be so quiet and lonely,
although there is songs playing non-stop from my laptops,
but somehow sometimes i still feel bored about it,
well,
eventhough there is a room mate staying together with me,
well,
it also seems like we are on our own,
not to say we are not friends,
just,
i also dont really understands,
he basically hardly asnwers me whenever i try to talk to him,
i am not so sure he heard my voice or not,
but somehow, he just hardly answer me,
and well,
he used to get emo quite oftenly,
maybe the situations going to change in some time,
yea, we realize something.
he might be starts to be busy with his personal life .
well, i am also happy for him about it if he really did it.

so bored today,
i wish i could just find someone to talk to,
wanna do something,
but i couldnt forget about my upcoming test,
it freaks me out.
oh lol.
i wanted to gather with friends that would make stupid jokes,
at least making me laugh for quite some time before i come back again into my study mode.
anyone please?

i'm just bored today. =(