oh yeah,its 12++ of 25th dec ...
A very good merry christmas to all of you,especially you that are celebrating right now.
well,eugene,i think you will be reading here,merry christmas,christmas without girlfriend hor?
pity you man,well,soon she will be back again.
just tahan this year's christmas la.LOLz.
hmm..its a day of christmas eve and christmas day, well, this two days dont actually meant too much for me.
not to say that celebrating it or not,but, for me, whenever there is a public holiday like this,
it will be another superb boring day for me.
because it always makes me got lazier compared to other normal days.
yeah well, i also got used to hanging around at home for most of these holidays,
but then,somehow, i still couldnt stand this boring-ness.
this is why i have so much time to write some crap here.
well,i think you all should be able to know why i didnt go anywhere,
yeah, i used to say no money no money,well,for me,thats quite true for me.
my situation is that,for everything that i spend other than education-related things,
i have to pay it by my own savings.thats why,i always have little financial crisis.
though,please dont blame me for that.
its quite saddening, there's some few things that i wanted to do,
but at last,i was disallowed,
how disappointed it is.
even your parent are at home you,but you still might spend your own time alone,
yeah,it means you didnt talk much to them,
yeah,i was almost the same.
the whole night, i was actually listening to the very few and same songs,
they made me thought of this and that,
yet,its still unreachable.
i didnt enjoy much today,although i have been in front of the tv for quite some time,
my mind was actually flying around.
dreaming maybe.
sometimes,its more or less like a mini prison,
it dont have too much rules,
but,even with the naggings and scoldings plus with some "grounding",
its already torturing enough.
owh,i am actually celebrating this christmas in a 1XXX square feet house,
but, the whole downstairs only left me alone.
the mood seems so lonely,empty.
sitting sadly and lonely far in the corner of the room,
i wiped through my face with a tissue.
wet.
oh,i thought of something just now while i was blasting my music next to my ears,
max volume for your info,using the headphones,argh,imagine how nice it is when it blasts straight towards your ears,
oh wait, i was actually thinking of going for a bungee jump.
can anyone bring me there?
dont have to worry about the safety measures,
because i dont care about it,
as long as i could jump it, i wont mind even if the rope break into two.
if anything got worse,i only have to buy some wood pieces to make some nice furniture for me to sleep on.
sounds nice,anyone can help?
any other extreme adventures will also do,please let me know.
oh,i also a normal boy that always wanted better lifestyle.
a personal laptop and a newer phone?
yeah,a better one.
umm,yeah,fairy tales cheat people.
why there is so many kind of fairy tales yet none of one happen on me?
at least give me some good luck?
i dont want to stay here.
i dont want to grow up.
why cant i just be a kid for the whole life?
yeah,i am sicked.
so sick.
before i leave,Merry Christmas.
